have u ever felt like u wanna dig out both ur eyes and throw them into the big sea and wish that u did not see wat u saw? i have. in fact i feel so now. how on earth can i see this person everyday?! i dun even get to see my darling ppl everyday. i dun even get to see my girls, cj and joyce everyday. i dun get to see my og lovelies everyday. and now i see this person everyday?!?! wth. there must be something wrong. should go check my cornea. =/

WORTH.

worth?

i'm not saying that i dun trust u anymore. i guess i just lost myself. the solid floor of love and faith just suddenly gave way and i fell into darkness. lost myself. donno wat to do anymore. no more sense of direction. donno was is love. donno wat love means anymore.
i used to think that love is more than just hugs and kisses, more than "i miss u" and "i love u". it is pure love with no secrets. it is trust and not hiding. it is many more many more.

now i'm not quite sure anymore.